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【ATKD-257】犯されているのに感じてしまう女たち8時間

Source global Wall Street Journal     time 2020-02-27 12:53:36
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【ATKD-257】犯されているのに感じてしまう女たち8時間 �


Icannottellwhatsentimenthauntedthequitesolitarychurchyard,withitsinscribedheadstone;itsgate,itstwotrees,itslowhorizon,girdledbyabrokenwall,anditsnewly-risencrescent,attestingthehourofeventide.

OffarthestThule;andtheAtlanticsurge

AllJohnReed'sviolenttyrannies,allhissisters'proudindifference,allhismother'saversion,alltheservants'partiality,turnedupinmydisturbedmindlikeadarkdepositinaturbidwell.WhywasIalwayssuffering,alwaysbrowbeaten,alwaysaccused,forevercondemned?WhycouldIneverplease?Whywasituselesstotrytowinanyone'sfavour?Eliza,who,washeadstrongandselfish,wasrespected.Georgiana,whohadaspoiledtemper,averyacridspite,acaptiousandinsolentcarriage,wasuniversallyindulged.Herbeauty,herpinkcheeksandgoldencurls,seemedtogivedelighttoallwho,lookedather,andtopurchaseindemnityforeveryfault.Johnnoonethwarted,muchlesspunished;thoughhetwistedthenecksofthepigeons,killedthelittlepea-chicks,setthedogsatthesheep,strippedthehothousevinesoftheirfruit,andbrokethebudsoffthechoicestplantsintheconservatory:hecalledhismother'oldgirl,'too;sometimesreviledherforherdarkskin,similartohisown;bluntlydisregardedherwishes;notunfrequentlytoreandspoiledhersilkattire;andhewasstill'herowndarling.'Idaredcommitnofault:Istrovetofulfileveryduty;andIwastermednaughtyandtiresome,sullenandsneaking,frommorningtonoon,andfromnoontonight.

Superstitionwaswithmeatthatmoment;butitwasnotyetherhourforcompletevictory:mybloodwasstillwarm;themoodoftherevoltedslavewasstillbracingmewithitsbittervigour;IhadtostemarapidrushofretrospectivethoughtbeforeIquailedtothedismalpresent.

Heranheadlongatme:Ifelthimgraspmyhairandmyshoulder:hehadclosedwithadesperatething.Ireallysawinhimatyrant,amurderer.Ifeltadroportwoofbloodfrommyheadtrickledownmyneck,andwassensibleofsomewhatpungentsuffering:thesesensationsforthetimepredominatedoverfear,andIreceivedhiminfranticsort.Idon'tverywellknowwhatIdidwithmyhands,buthecalledme'Rat!Rat!'andbellowedoutaloud.Aidwasnearhim:ElizaandGeorgianahadrunforMrs.Reed,whowasgoneupstairs:shenowcameuponthescene,followedbyBessieandhermaidAbbot.Wewereparted:Iheardthewords-

'Unjust!-unjust!'saidmyreason,forcedbytheagonisingstimulusintoprecociousthoughtransitorypower:andResolve,equallywroughtup,instigatedsomestrangeexpedienttoachieveescapefrominsupportableoppression-asrunningaway,or,ifthatcouldnotbeeffected,nevereatingordrinkingmore,andlettingmyselfdie.

'AndyououghtnottothinkyourselfonanequalitywiththeMissesReedandMasterReed,becauseMissiskindlyallowsyoutobebroughtupwiththem.Theywillhaveagreatdealofmoney,andyouwillhavenone:itisyourplacetobehumble,andtotrytomakeyourselfagreeabletothem.'

Boilsroundthenaked,melancholyisles

'Whatwereyoudoingbehindthecurtain?'heasked.


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